big decision..

today after school i went to band meeting...(finally) hahaha :)...kar mun scolding the juniors...shu mei came too..i was so happy to see her....she asked how is my decision on joining the school band competition...i said i was so frustrated and confused...so...shu mei and i went to the percussion room to chat....

i told her everything...i told her why i must study hard...because i wanna study overseas...i wan to prove to the family of my father's side that i can study well too...i also told her that i have financial problem...and how mak hurted my feelings last time...and my father working very hard at outstation just to earn money for me to study overseas....and my studies are always my priority...i cried when i told her everything....

i was so glad that she understands me....she said i would rather choose to study than going to band meeting...and that's true...she said i must choose something i am really sure of and the things that i want....i was afraid of what others say about me...she told me not to bother what others say...and go for it...and never ever regret...v chatted for quite a long time...i felt relieved after i told her all my feelings...at least she knew my situation...she advised me to focus on my studies...and put band aside...

it's true studies are my priority..it's my decision that i am not going to join the school band competiton next year...i must not regret on my decision...now all i need to do is to inform angel and mak about my decision...i must be strong and keep moving forward...Thank you shu mei!!

i played the bass drum too...okay...i was so 'char'....haiz....i knew my heart was not there...my mind was wandering don't know where....at least i enjoyed the piece entitled 'la bamba'...it was fun..i love the song so much...i love the way kar mun conducts too...she seems to guide me whenever i played wrong or slow...i felt a little secured too at least she guides me back to the correct beat...Thank you kar mun!!

today i got my add maths result too...i got 82!!! ^@^~~ i was so happy i mean overwhelmed...i wanna cry...all the hardwork is worth it! all my acnes are worth it! i improved! i didn't get my chemistry result today T.T...i hope teacher will distribute our exam papers tomorrow...i pray that i can get 90++%...hahaha :) i also hope that i will not fail my bahasa malaysia n bahasa cina papers...

well,nothing much happen today... i knew that everyone was busy for the concert thing...i even didin't have a chance to chat with yee xin...hope she's okay...'cause i wanna play maple story...hahaha...XD miss maple sooooooooo much....bye...





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